Note to self !

Someone told me that if LOVE is stupid , then i stupid you . I really meant it when i say it to u ! But i don't think u will know that how much i put my hearts and courage saying that to you.

damn gile emo now, just wanna be around the ds team !! <3>

Btw i'm joing 8 acara's for sports day !!! i was like WAT THE FUDGE !!! why did i join so much for. haiz.. Maybe i though that i was too strong adi :(

i just wanna be around him la now !! please !!! GOD , can u hear me ? I doubt that. if not u will make my wish come true long time ago ! :(

shunn <3>

Hesitations

The scent of yours, the heat that i can still feel from the warm breaze, makes me thinks about you. Its complicated between us, want to be more then friends but, somehow hesitated...

Sparks that will never meet

I know that we have some sort of feeling for each other, i do also have the same feeling for u , and its growing strong. But either of us are trying to make it clear. I kinda like that, but i realize that we are keeping a distance from each other, we flirt of each other very often but, still friends.

meii <3

Only Big Bang !!and the snail

Today we celebrate hao's birthday at skul. :) Regina and alynna maked some cupcakes for him . It was soo good !!! Btw , we splashed him with water in different direction . that was so funny.

Later still need to go skul for the Bendahara practise, but can see him , so worth going though :P
. nothing much d.

love u guys :))) &u :)

<3

Some pictures i took at Melaka at the temple . :)) so enjoy and leave a comment XP

Me, ivy and JACOB <3:)))

Today, i-vy come my house to see my baby-Jacob. i'll let u guys have a sneek peak of him(:anyways, later i'm gonna walk him for the first time , just hope that he wont try to sniff and eat everything. OMG !!!. after that gonna cycle i-vy home .

As everyone know , i changed class to 3R. and todayjennifer and kar chun was having a glueand water-bag pack game . The whole class was looking at them running around the whole class. and amirul radzi lost his whole new glue . haiz... anyways it was funny. had a burst of laugh for the day :)

anyway

love u :))))

SS-ing

Yesterday reg come to my house we took quite a lot of pics with hao through webcam which he don look to the camera !! hahah

wedding dress웨딩드레스-tae yang 태양

This song is sung by Tae Yang (one of the member of big bang). Love the choreography . Enjoy:)

The Kyorean lyrics for this song

niga geuwa datugo


ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo


himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo

amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo

nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo

niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa

arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa

nan sumeul jug yeo

tto ipsureul kkaemureo

jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima


Cuz you should be my Lady


oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo



noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun


geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo


oneuri oji ankireul


geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde


nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu


nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

nae mameul mollajwotdeon

nega neomu miwoseo


gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo

imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo

beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago

maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan


ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla

nan nuneul gama


kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo


jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima


Cuz you should be my Lady


oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo



noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun


geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo


oneuri oji ankireul


geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde


nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu


nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

budi geuwa haengbokhae


neoreul ijeul su itge


nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo

birok handonganeun
 no oh

na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge

ollo babocheoreom saratjyo

ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo

sae hayake utgo inneunde

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

English Translation

I would argue

Then you would cry

As youre struggling, I would only get stronger

My heartaches behind these shadows

My face brightens up as I see your smile

I worry that you might notice my feelings

And I get scared that the gap between us would widen

I hold my breath

Then I bite my lips

Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please dont hold those hands

Cuz you should be my lady

Please look at me, Ive been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, youll be with him forever

I prayed and prayed that this day wouldnt come

The wedding dress you once wore

The wedding dress you once wore

The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings

Because of that, I ended up despising you

Then I wished a misfortune upon you

But now, my eyes are dry

I try to talk to you but I realized that Im alone

Every night, I would look back and think

If I already knew the results

Then I close my eyes

Then I dream an endless dream

Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please dont hold those hands

Cuz you should be my lady

Please look at me, Ive been waiting all this time

Once the music ends, youll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldnt come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him

So I can move on

Please erase me out of your heart

Although I tried my best but, no oh~

Ive been living the lies for too long

Yet, she would look at me and smile.

Pieces

i recently ducked out a 1000 pieces of puzzle, its a mickey and minnie puzzle but fully with lights for theback ground, its gonna take me months to get done with this puzzle. While i was doing the puzzle i realize when u find the piece that was meant to be together u feel lggod. i was thinking when i'm gonna find the piece in the heart??

LOVED

meii

Yesterday, went to skul for no reason, ceramah the whole day. OMG i don't know how they go throught their life at skul yesterday. We went to KH bengkel to help teacher do the folio and files . So, we can ponteng the ceramah. Acctually aroung 4.1, teacher chase us out adi, but we just stay there and play card, we played Uno, black jack and more la.

But when time flies , its almost finish skul. my mood suddenly died. For , no reasons, i don know why, or maybe i'm trying to avoid it?

i wanted to cry, but i force myself not to, because i don have a shoulder or someone to wipe away my tears, so, i keep it to myself..


meii

Happy Birthday TOP opa

Top, a.k.a Choi Seung Hyun's birthday was on 4th november. Isn't he hot !! saranghaeyo TOP opa

My dream dog just fly away

We went to the temple last saturday, its at KL. So , we went to bai bai and stuff. Me and my sis wanted to have breakfast there, so, we walked around the Jonker street to hunt for food. On the way to Jonker Street, we passed through a pet shop, so i told my mom that lets go there later.

So, we ate and walked, wanted to buy a pais of aviagators, but there wasn't any nice ones. We walked in to the pet shop, and we saw a BEAGLE. It was soooo CUE, lying down there and staring at us. We saw a lot of dogs there , there was one only 6 weeks old, and she was playing with herself by running front and back, but she bang the glass, quite loud. Ouch!

The sales assistant took the beagle out, let me and my sis hug it. OMG! It was soo TINY, i can feel her heartbeat, and she was licking my hands and biting it. ARGGHH!!. So cute. But she's expensive, she is almost RM 2000 . haizzz...



loved
MEII

Choi Seung Hyun

Watsup, its just gonna be a short one todaybecause i got a lot of things to read but lack of time to finish reading piles of books for exam. Recently, i'm currently in love with TOP(Choi Seung Hyun) . he is one of the lead rapper in Big Bang, He is so handsome and hot. Here's a peek of him .

LOVED

meii

XOXO

24- 7

Listening to My heaven -Big Bang. Although i don really understand the lyrics coz its in Japanese, but, it something like " 24 i need you with me forever" something like that la
The voice in my heart is saying " 24 7 i need u with me , 24 7 i will miss and 24 7 i will wait for you!"


loved
meii
24-7

i'm totally in love with eminem-Beautiful . i dunno why, maybe because the lyrics touches my heart. Btw, its sunday night. Sister sick again, she keeps on order me to do stuff for me, coz she SICK! wtv.

Lately, i've been hard to reach

i've been to long on

my own

this part touched my heart !! argh

Maybe u din realize but i've been waiting for you to give me that sight that will melt my heart, make me fill my mind and heart with your face.

I Don't Wanna Be

I don't want to be anything other than what

I've been trying to be latelyAll I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind

I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do

Or who I'm supposed to beI don't want to be anything other than me

NOMINATIONS

Its a boring afternoon, alone at home, no junk food to eat. haizzz!!bluek. So, i was doing my piano homework, all of the sudden, i wanted to take opions from friends about names for my maybe coming puppy, a beagle .

Names that we can think about:(please give some opion for some cute and stuning names)

patrik(sis LOVES this name)

elmo

sky

prince

fluffy

storm

spike

candle

carlisle(sis love this too)

vampire

food

peach

furry

fatty

nose

sponge

spotty

pokea

bobo

bubbly

and more to go...

so, please give me some decisions

thx

LOVED

meii

Daily Life.

Today is a early morning for me. Woke up at 7 . thinking that was i forgived? maybe not. So , i decided to study, since exam is around the corner. I was somehow planning my schedule for revisioning. I started with geo first, since its my most hateful subject, should take more time to read although its on the last day on exam.

I had a weird dream, its like everyone betrayed me and just doesn't care about me anymore. Its just weird to have that type of dream, just scared that this might happen to me some day.

update more later.

LOVED

meii

mood swing again, so lets have a colour splash

My kai yerh!! <3

Wanted to study geografi tonight , but nth is going in to my damn big fat brain!!
So , go chat with my new kai yehh Tan Chee Yuan
We were argueing to call me kai meii or kai shun . he say should call kai shun ( coz in chinese shun means grand children )
[c=13][c=12]z[/c] Y[/c] says:
kai shun lo coz im ur kai yeh ma
xO
meii - cloudy inside says:
hahaha
lol...
sounds so weird??
kai shun
but cnt call kai mei
haiz..
anything la
[c=13][c=12]z[/c] Y[/c] says:
shun means granddaughter u know
not ur name xD
meii - cloudy inside says:
hahah
still related to my name kan yeh yeh
[c=13][c=12]z[/c] Y[/c] says:
*cough
yehyeh old d..if i not here d..
muz take care urself ar
meii - cloudy inside says:
drink water argh
[c=13][c=12]z[/c] Y[/c] says:
cough*
meii - cloudy inside says:
don go 1st!!!
hahaha
[c=13][c=12]z[/c] Y[/c] says:
choi ~.~
meii - cloudy inside says:
i will de* cryin*
hahaha
[c=13][c=12]z[/c] Y[/c] says:
good act x)
future actress la
meii - cloudy inside says:
hahah
thank you
thank you!!!
hahaha
my speech in future : firstly i need to thanks to my kai yehh tan z yuan
[c=13][c=12]z[/c] Y[/c] says:
invite me up to de stage la
wat la u
x(
meii - cloudy inside says:
hahha
think too much la we!!