All That Matter Was Him

I normally observe him from a distance, I never really dare to take that one step-the one that would take me a litter deeper into knowing him. When he was antwhere near me,my heart would bear furiously, my friends around me-would dissolve.

All That Matter Was Him

If he was talking to me, i would play it cool, act like nothing about himwas affecting me. I would laught at his jokes-they were genuinely funny. But the laughter, him making me laught takes tones of weight off my shoulder.THe worries of the world? What's that?

Froma distance, i watch him walking with his classmate-one of my best friends,his fellow BOD member.They're laughing together. I feel a slight twinge of jelousy.I wish i could walk around with him without making myself act like an idiot.

He and i are friends, but i have a fondness for him that is beyond a converational friendship. I don't think anyone knows that i like him, or even notice it. I just need to keep my head low-don't be too obvios. My friends can be quite oblivios. I hope that they stay that way.

But of course, i was very wrong.

It happend in class, my classmate made an offhand remark, a guess from a sort of game. Before i knew it, blood rushed to my face.I had given myself away.

I was actually squite surprised to hear that he also liked me! I neven expected that. He found out about me- what about the others? How would they react? Maybe they still don't know.

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